A day not talking to you is a day I feel depressed and lonely….. Even though you’re 1000 miles away I still feel safe when I talk to you…. 98 daysss
If you resort to texting someone off of a random number saying “lets fuck” and they respond with no, don’t go off about how they are fat and ugly… Seriously I struggle with my weight everyday, I know I’m not fat but I know I’m not the skinniest person out there, i have good and bad days and have struggled for years now… Then telling me I have fucked up eyebrows? really now, thats a physical feature I cannot change, they are thin and hardly grow in some spots, they just so happen to be arched a bit more.. but that’s me… I LOVE myself but when I get thrown down on by some random stranger it actually just pisses me off that people find enjoyment out of that…. You may think you know me because you’ve met me once or have hear my name from peoples mouths, but you really have no room to talk. People use their judgement to a terrible level and what they think is “really funny” is actually causing suicides around the world.. GROW UP, I don’t care if you are old or young just GROW UP, stop attacking people who are just trying to get by in life, stop trying to fuck with others emotions and STOP trying to bring others down just because you can’t get a hold of yourself.
You may push me down, but I get right back up stronger then before…
My insecurities make me the person who I never want to be… =/
I’m living the life my parents want, as I sit here and do my homework I can’t stop thinking “I hate this shit, I just want to be working at Disneyland.” Seriously that is all I want right now. I couldn’t give two fucks about this place. I want to be in California, in the SUN, working, at the beach, just be at a place where I want to be. no matter what I feel so trapped and I hate it =/
On an awkward note, a guy I USE to have a thing with freshman year wont stop Snap chatting me, like were friends. Like no bro get out of my life, you treated me like shit and you’re going no where in life.. Sorry, not sorry